Everybody changes and I don't feel the same

My last post was in 2013. I don't know the reason made me stop writing here but I know how much I missed this place. The place I am nobody, but I feel complete.

Life has changed I lot, and I can't be the same. I still love the same musicians and have the same hobbies, the same friends... But I'm not the same person. The way I look inside and outside is calm now even though I'm still under the presure.

I know 2015 is a big year. I'm starting my post-graduation ~~(or is it called "graduation", or "undergraduation"? I don't remember anymore)~~. I'm gonna meet the Backstreet Boys for the first time and - if God bless me this way - I'm gonna live an adventure abroad.

I love my life but I need to fly. For the first time I'm pretty sure about it. Now I'm not talking about what I want. I'm talking about what I need...

And I can breath, breath, love!

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New soundtrack

This weekend was for thinking about stopping thinking. I hope I can do it on day… my brain needs vacation sometimes! Hehehe About my weekend, I’ve just spent 48 hours sleeping and eating… and now, I’ve got a terrible headache (can you explain it? I slept most part of time and now I’ve got a headache… just me!) … Although nothing new happened here, I want to share my new soundtrack. Surfing here, on internet, I ‘met’ Josiah Leming and his album: Come on kid that was released last September. This talented singer was on 7th season of American Idol. Now with Come on kid , we can listen to a powerful voice, with great lyrics. And what can I say?! Josiah Leming does just an amazing sound! (and I confess, I fall in love with these piano sounds!) Well, that’s a simple way to describe him. If you want to check with your own eyes, click here and take a look at his myspace page.

Breathe

While the band in my head plays a striptease... Breathe live at the Rose Bowl. Finally I've bought U2 360º at the Rose Bowl! FINALLY! And watching this again, I still can’t believe I was in a concert of this tour. So fucking amazing!!! Today, I cried again. This time it was One fault (we are carrying each other and I feel so stupid about it…) As they used to sing " Every beauty needs to go out with an idiot "… I wish I met all I have to meet in this life… Well, about the concert, U2 has the power over me and I’m speechless again. There are no words to express my feelings about the happiness and the peace I feel listening to these guys... I've found grace inside a sound I found grace, it's all that I found And I can breathe Breathe now

Lonely Sunday

Mood: thoughtful. I had a thoughtful Sunday today. I swear there are some things I can’t understand in my life… I passed this morning talking to a friend and he tried to make me feel better… Well, it didn’t happen at first, but now I’m in peace with myself. Ok. I can be confused when I want. Hehehe ( that’s why I won’t think about these things about “feelings” anymore ) Through the evening, I continued reading The Vampire Lestat , by Anne Rice. I really like Rice’s book! She’s amazing. (If you want to see more about this book, click here ) Now, I want to rest. I know I will work a lot during this last week of 2010. I hope God bless me! I don't want to think about love anymore... See you soon and and remember: these days are better than that ! ;)

These days are better than that

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