These days are better than that

Today I'm gonna write my morning pages here. It's gonna be easier than put my words on my notebook. I slept a lot this night, so I'm excited for a long day without a nap. March is so fucking welcome in my life! I have to plan every step and do every little thing to make my plans happen! I woke up with a "good morning" message from a friend of mine. This made me happy and sad at the same moment. I am happy because there's a long time I didn't talk to him. On the other hand, I'm sad because he has this thing of appear and vanish from my life wherever he wants. He talks to me when I'm useful to him. When I'm not, he desappears. I don't wanna be a "plan B" for anybody, so I've read what he wrote and didn't give him an answer.  I'm thinking about finish Oli today. This story must have an end. I need to move on. It's like my life depends on Oli's end to find a way. Weird. Kind of dork too. But this is me....

I enjoy having a cup of coffee with my friends. It’s something I like to do. And it’s better when this friend is like a brother and the cup of coffee is from Starbucks. That’s what I did yesterday. My dear brother friend and I went to Starbucks Coffee just for talking for a while. I was sad, he felt it. So we went there and had a little bit of fun. I’m here now remembering everything he said to me… It’s funny how life can take a new meaning when someone takes care of you… Even if this “someone” is just a dear and lovely friend.He has the power of making me think about my crazy life... (Me and my "drama") I appreciate these moments!