The day I’ve said no

Today something strange (?) happened with me: I said no. Everything began when a new friend of mine started talking to me on facebook… In the middle of our conversation, he said he’d like to get to know me better, because he believes I’m a strong and daring person. Well, although I don’t have an official boyfriend, I love my prince and I’d never change him to other guy, so what am I supposed to do? Just say no. That’s what I’ve did.

After this conversation, I’ve started thinking about my life, not only how gorgeous and smart I am – I must to believe in it! – but how my life is changing this year. In fact, today was the first time a guy older than me said he’d like to get to know me better. I truly believe this happened because I know where I want to be in the future and I’ve started taking care about myself.

I’m trying to light my own way with happiness, even if I were alone, even if I’m not sure what’s going to happen. Despite I don’t like to say no, I’m happy. It’s helped me to see all these changings clearly.

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Teaching

“The mediocre teacher tells. The good teacher explains. The superior teacher demonstrates. The great teacher inspires.” William Arthur Ward - by Cambridge Brazil

About love

Thinking about my life, I fell a little bit stupid. Why do I spend my life loving you?! Everybody can see how you don’t care about my feelings, about my life, about me. On the other hand, I could give my life to see you happy and safe. “ Love is a dog from hell ”, Bukowski wrote in the past. He was right. Love is a dog from hell and I am there, feeling this fucking pain…

New soundtrack

This weekend was for thinking about stopping thinking. I hope I can do it on day… my brain needs vacation sometimes! Hehehe About my weekend, I’ve just spent 48 hours sleeping and eating… and now, I’ve got a terrible headache (can you explain it? I slept most part of time and now I’ve got a headache… just me!) … Although nothing new happened here, I want to share my new soundtrack. Surfing here, on internet, I ‘met’ Josiah Leming and his album: Come on kid that was released last September. This talented singer was on 7th season of American Idol. Now with Come on kid , we can listen to a powerful voice, with great lyrics. And what can I say?! Josiah Leming does just an amazing sound! (and I confess, I fall in love with these piano sounds!) Well, that’s a simple way to describe him. If you want to check with your own eyes, click here and take a look at his myspace page.

These days are better than that

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