The day I’ve said no

Today something strange (?) happened with me: I said no. Everything began when a new friend of mine started talking to me on facebook… In the middle of our conversation, he said he’d like to get to know me better, because he believes I’m a strong and daring person. Well, although I don’t have an official boyfriend, I love my prince and I’d never change him to other guy, so what am I supposed to do? Just say no. That’s what I’ve did.

After this conversation, I’ve started thinking about my life, not only how gorgeous and smart I am – I must to believe in it! – but how my life is changing this year. In fact, today was the first time a guy older than me said he’d like to get to know me better. I truly believe this happened because I know where I want to be in the future and I’ve started taking care about myself.

I’m trying to light my own way with happiness, even if I were alone, even if I’m not sure what’s going to happen. Despite I don’t like to say no, I’m happy. It’s helped me to see all these changings clearly.

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About love

Thinking about my life, I fell a little bit stupid. Why do I spend my life loving you?! Everybody can see how you don’t care about my feelings, about my life, about me. On the other hand, I could give my life to see you happy and safe. “ Love is a dog from hell ”, Bukowski wrote in the past. He was right. Love is a dog from hell and I am there, feeling this fucking pain…

What are the things you want more than love?

It’s a song about nobility and personal sacrifice, about doing what’s right, even if your heart is telling you otherwise. The spoken intro gave us the title for our new album: And love is not the easy thing / The only baggage you can bring / Is all that you can’t leave behind . Love, in the highest sense of the word, is the only thing that you can always take with you, in your heart. At some point you are going to have to lose everything else anyway. There’s a passage in Corinthians that uses the image of a house going through a fire, and it seems to suggest that when, in death, we eventually face judgement (or inspection, as one translation puts it) all that is made of straw and wood will be burned away, only the eternal things will survive. For me those things are family and friendship, abstract things, they’re not the things that you make. So at the end of the song, there is a litany of ambitions and achievements. You’ve got to leave it behind / All that you fashion / All that you ...

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It's a Summer morning with a bright Sun in the sky but inside I feel sad. I look at my empty mug looking for an answer What am I supposed to do? Coffee smells in the air It brings me the confidence I need To start my day. It has no sugar It isn't sweet But it's hot and full of energy. I breathe and drink my coffee goes down to my throat And I know now I'm a fighter.

These days are better than that

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