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2011

A new year, a new beginning...

This time I want to do everything different. I want to listen more, I want to share more. I'm tired of having the world on my shoulders... I want to put MY world on someone's shoulders. Although I'm telling these things, I have a resolution: being alone. Yeah, that's part of my decision about try something new. Why?! Because last year I promised myself finish 2010 with a boyfriend and... well, I'm alone. So, I have to deal with my loneliness. By the way I have to deal with it and be happy. I'm tired of feeling upset!
2011 means to me “be happy with what you have”, so that's like I want to live!

For you, who is reading here, I wish you a great year!
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